I have found a new hero.

I may not be able to type much on this blog, because my entire right arm is numb. But what I want to say needs to be said.
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I have a video on youtube TNL420...its what ive gone through since i was 13 and am still going through,only meds that work for my MS is Chemo, and that sucks having to have that every 28days in hospital.But it saved my life and is letting me live alittle,3yrs and 4months i have been taking chemo my MS is a rare form and hit me like a storm like you will see in video, hope to talk again, lost all my friends cause of MS but i have the bestest mom in the world,she takes great care of me,and keeps me going and keeps me fighting. How is your MS? "

Those words had me bawling my eyes out, and makes me question so much in my life. It makes everything thats going on with me so much more real. You gues see the link, please please check out her video. My heart goes out to this young girl. 

I complain about taking a shot everyday because "normal people don't have to do that!" how selfish of me. This poor little girl is going through Chemo!!! And I just have to have a little prick and some burning and im done. I don't have to go through chemo every 28 days! 

I really couldn't imagine how her mom feels. Seeing her baby go through that every 28 days. I'm tearing up just typing this. 

This girl is my newly found hero, and deserves to be.

I know it seems like a terrible and unfair blessing, but maybe MS is a blessing is disguise. i say  this because I have found some of the coolest  nicest smartest people ive ever "met". I really think that what this girl is going through is helping me not think my own MS is the worst thing in the world.

I am going to add a link to her video at the end of this blog. Please watch it, oh and get a box of kleenex before you do. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0QRWCSCL5c

Well, my arm is falling off, so i'm going to go now.

oh and Rachel asked me to sign a blog with this:

Stay thirsty, my friends.