I havent posted a blog in a very long time, sorry.
Things that have happened in the last year:
I am expecting a baby girl anytime now.
I have started receiving SSI.
I havent had a horrible excaperation
The baby: I am due any day now with my first (and only) child.
I can't wait to meet her, her name is going to be Laila Alexanderia
I am engaged to the love of my life and father of my child, Jake.
The hardest part of being pregnant is being in pain caused by ms and now being able to fix it. no meds.
Good news though, i havent had to take one single shot since finding out i was pregnant...
I got my SSI. After almost two years and being denied 2 times, i finally had a court date and an awesome lawyer and I quallify now.
Just a short update. Maybe more tomorrow. Right now I am going to go to bed.
Take Care
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Happily ever after.
Yesterday ( Feb. 6th 2012) was my one year since diagnosis.
I think in the past year, ive learned alot about myself and others and ive changed more in 365 days than i think i have in 21 years.
Ive learned who is truely my friend, what it means to be in a relationship, weather its a friendship or more and ive changed my perspective on people.
I dont judge as hard, because I dont want to be judged.
I have learned how to open up to people more, and to sit back and listen when other need it because i need it alot more now too.
Ive learned that you dont have to be 98 to be in pain 24/7
ive learned that a disease dont define you.
and ive learned to be more open to possibilities.
for 20 years i was a closed minded know it all snot, and i thought that a bad hair day was the end of the world.
but on feb. 6th 2011 my entire life changed so drastically that 20 year old kid came to a hard relization, and learned that there is more important things in life than boys, hair, and what it was i was going to do on friday night.
Even though 2011 was the worst year for me so far, i have learned alot about myself and others, and maybe i can look at this as a blessing in disguise.
So to everyone who reads these, thanks for listening to me complain and be happy and all my crazy time and mood swings..
(:
Stay thirsty everyone
edit:11/21/2012
Looking back at these brings tears to my eyes. I can see how much i have grown up and it really is hard to read about your own feelings about something you can't change and it never going away.
Even in the months its been since ive updated this, ive changed and grown up more.
I think in the past year, ive learned alot about myself and others and ive changed more in 365 days than i think i have in 21 years.
Ive learned who is truely my friend, what it means to be in a relationship, weather its a friendship or more and ive changed my perspective on people.
I dont judge as hard, because I dont want to be judged.
I have learned how to open up to people more, and to sit back and listen when other need it because i need it alot more now too.
Ive learned that you dont have to be 98 to be in pain 24/7
ive learned that a disease dont define you.
and ive learned to be more open to possibilities.
for 20 years i was a closed minded know it all snot, and i thought that a bad hair day was the end of the world.
but on feb. 6th 2011 my entire life changed so drastically that 20 year old kid came to a hard relization, and learned that there is more important things in life than boys, hair, and what it was i was going to do on friday night.
Even though 2011 was the worst year for me so far, i have learned alot about myself and others, and maybe i can look at this as a blessing in disguise.
So to everyone who reads these, thanks for listening to me complain and be happy and all my crazy time and mood swings..
(:
Stay thirsty everyone
edit:11/21/2012
Looking back at these brings tears to my eyes. I can see how much i have grown up and it really is hard to read about your own feelings about something you can't change and it never going away.
Even in the months its been since ive updated this, ive changed and grown up more.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
"You use your disease as a crutch.."
"You use your disease as a crutch.."
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Please never use these words when speaking to me, or anyone else with a disease if you don't have the same disease as that person or me.
I heard these words last night and couldnt help but feel ashamed at the time.
BUT I thought about it. and I think this person can rot in hell.
If you dont know what i go through daily and you are not inside of my body or even around me 24/7 dont say anything like this about me.
I cant stand people that are so fast to judge.
I will complain, cry, or talk about my MS as much as I want to... if you dont like it... go away from me. I dont need people in my life that have no understanding of MS and no wish to know more.
MS isnt me, but I do have it. It has changed my life dramatically.
And I will share how I am feeling with the world, and its up to you if you want to listen or not, if not.. theres the door.
(:
Stay thirsty everyone!
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Please never use these words when speaking to me, or anyone else with a disease if you don't have the same disease as that person or me.
I heard these words last night and couldnt help but feel ashamed at the time.
BUT I thought about it. and I think this person can rot in hell.
If you dont know what i go through daily and you are not inside of my body or even around me 24/7 dont say anything like this about me.
I cant stand people that are so fast to judge.
I will complain, cry, or talk about my MS as much as I want to... if you dont like it... go away from me. I dont need people in my life that have no understanding of MS and no wish to know more.
MS isnt me, but I do have it. It has changed my life dramatically.
And I will share how I am feeling with the world, and its up to you if you want to listen or not, if not.. theres the door.
(:
Stay thirsty everyone!
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