Life is just too short

I know, we've all heard this a million times, life is too short for this or that.,
BUT I MEAN IT.
Could any of you (that read these) imagine being in a huge argument with someone, then that person leaving mad, storms off to their car and gets in a car wreck and dies.
Im guessing that what ever your arguing about doesn't seem so important then, huh?
Well, luckily I haven't experiences that, and I never want to either. I know, i know, arguments are going to happen, it's life. None of are perfect, we are all assholes and we are all selfish, but would putting your pride aside just once really be a flaw? I'm not saying that what ever youre arguing with the other person is okay to let them walk all over you, but sometimes, some of us need to swollow some pride, I being one of them.

Unfortuneitly I learned this after becoming sick. Let me tell you about how terrible of a person I was:


I had a DUFF: a duff is a
D- designated
U: Ugly
F: FAT
F: Friend

I used her to go around guys, and I would always be the prettier one, she was annoying as hell and I couldn't stand her, but i used her. I used her alot.

Having a DUFF was a terrible thing to have, I am still paying for it too.
I had her as a friend for about a month before I was diagnosed, was it fair for me to act like someones friend just so i looked better? this poor girl was just looking for friends and she found me, a monster. Now, I will be paying for it for the rest of my life, i tore this girls little bit of self esteem down.

I have learned from my actions, and I will never ever have someone around to make me look better. EVER AGAIN.

Enough of the sad stuff; i told you guys I was going to blessthefall today, and that nothing would stop me from seeing them.
Well, I went. The show was awesome.
I spent most of the show with my jello like shaking legs annoying the hell out of me. But I managed. I think that it was an amazing show and im happy i didnt let anything or anyone hold me back from going.

Well, thats it for this blog.
Stay well.