Wednesday, November 30, 2011

I might understand a lot, but not this!

I don't get it. Why was I denied my disability yet, other people get theirs when we have THE SAME DISEASE!!
I know thats they may be older, or that they may have progressed a little bit more than me. BUT. I know that if I were to try to work right now, I would fall asleep on the job and if i didn't and I made it through and 8 hour day i would be SICK AS HELL for the next few days.

I have no energy
I have no coordination
I have no strength
I have no balance
I shake like i have parkensons
I have depression
But I do have good people skills, when I am awake to talk to them! HA!
I would never wish MS on anyone, even if i disliked them more than anyone. I may wish that they were in my shoes for like 5 minutes, because I don't think anyone understands, but I wouldn't wish this on anyone.


i don't think anyone that decides if someone is sick enough to have disability doesn't know any one personally that has disability at all.
It isn't a fair world, but I need this money. I can't live off of my parents forever. I feel like im stuck.
ahh I'm just venting.


Stay well.

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